Ain’t Dead Yet

This is one of the most difficult conversations we’ve ever had. In this episode of the Ain’t Dead Yet Podcast, Derek Balderas shares the story of losing his 14-year-old son, Christian, after a tragic accident. From the moment he received the call to the days spent in the hospital and ultimately saying goodbye, Derrick opens up with raw honesty about what it means to face unimaginable loss. As a veteran and law enforcement officer, he’s experienced high-pressure situations but nothing compares to this. This episode isn’t just about grief, it’s about faith, resilience, and finding purpose after tragedy. Derek is now honoring his son’s life through endurance challenges and a mission to help others, proving that even in the darkest moments, there is still a way forward.
 
01:15 Meet Derrick
06:43 First Jiu Jitsu Roll
09:05 Career Path Shift
12:38 Love Hate Policing
21:44 Halloween Accident Call
30:15 Hospital Arrival Chaos
46:21 Biggest Decision
54:01 Induced Coma Explained
01:05:39 Final Goodbyes 
01:14:29 Leaving Hospital After Death
01:26:20 Life After Loss
01:30:51 Endurance & Healing
01:42:04 Racing Through Grief
01:50:12 All In At Mile 80
02:02:03 Social Media As Healing
02:05:58 Living With The Loss
02:07:41 How To Support Christian
02:10:10 Foundation And Fundraising
02:13:38 Ironman Goals Ahead
02:16:58 Purpose For Mia
02:20:01 Keeping Christian’s Name Alive
 
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In this episode of the Ain’t Dead Yet podcast, I’m back with Matthew Johnson for round three to dive into how much our lives have shifted since we first met at Rocky Raccoon. We get real about the growing pains of success specifically the challenge of maintaining deep friendships while you’re evolving at a rapid pace. Matt breaks down the methodical mindset behind his biggest endurance goals, why signing up for Ironman Texas was the spark he needed to break a "Groundhog Day" training cycle, and why he’s showing up to the start line with zero expectations other than to have fun and empty the tank. Beyond the miles, we discuss the difference between building a true community versus just chasing followers, the impact of hitting his first million, and his vision for an Austin-based wellness retreat to support veterans through Valor Fit. This is a raw conversation about sobriety, faith, and the daily discipline of staying balanced when life starts moving fast.
00:44 Friendship and Growth Over Time
02:11 Ironman Spark and Methodical Mindset
07:31 Breaking the Groundhog Day Cycle
09:02 Purpose Driven 1 Percent Goals
11:11 Supportive Relationships and Love Language
14:37 Friendships Cultivation and Time Management
20:35 Obsession Tribe and Letting Go
29:15 Buying Mom a Car and Full Circle Joy
31:39 Building a Retreat Property in Austin
34:22 Living Day to Day and Faith Led Success
40:14 Do It Your Way and Being Yourself
41:53 Be Yourself Online
42:13 Not Everyone Can Create
43:10 Story And Skillset
44:03 Followers Versus Community
46:11 Brand Deals And Value
49:42 Do Stuff Differently
51:25 Ads Without Overkill
54:03 Sober Journey And NA
59:08 Why Stay Sober
01:03:04 Peptides And Recovery
01:06:19 Commitments And Seasons
01:10:28 Ironman And New Season
01:11:35 Living What You Built
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The Ain’t Dead Yet podcast is back from a three-month break with a new plan to release one deep-dive episode per month while I finish my book. In this kickoff, Brett Ender and I talk about "Moments vs. Tomorrow," which is the discipline of making choices today based on how you want to feel tomorrow rather than chasing instant comfort. We also discuss the "seasons" of friendship, why it's okay to go quiet while you're locked in on big goals, and the importance of detaching yourself from other people's results when you're trying to help them. Brett also shares the story of dislocating his knee during a jiu-jitsu match and his decision to continue the fight to honor the story he wants to tell his future sons. He explains why he is delaying surgery until after his July MMA fight and how he uses setbacks as fuel rather than excuses. We close with a candid talk on the pressures of marriage, business, and self-doubt, focusing on building an identity rooted in faith rather than just achievements.
 
01:22 Brett’s Back: Friendship Seasons & Staying Aligned
04:23 Cutting the Noise: Shedding, Focus, and Faith vs Ambition
07:22 Youth Mentorship & Why Change Gets Harder
11:04 Coaching, Accountability, and Detaching From Other People’s Outcomes
14:55 Athlete Mindset: Consistency, Routine, and Leading by Example
20:08 Moments vs Tomorrow
24:09 Compartmentalizing & Mental Control: Lessons From Djokovic
28:42 The Knee Injury Story
35:10 No ACL, No Excuses
41:09 From Ultras to MMA:
46:57 Training With a Coach Who Can ‘Kill You'
53:37 Why He Won’t Do Another Ironman: Identity, Ego & Going Backwards
59:11 Being a Man of God, Not a ‘Runner’
01:06:23 What He’s Struggling With Now: Marriage, Money Pressure & Inner Demons
 
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In this heartfelt episode of The Ain't Dead Yet podcast, I sit down with my mom, Lisa, to share a deeply personal journey of struggle, growth, and triumph. We delve into childhood memories, the impact of my father's absence, and the highs and lows of my battle with addiction and recovery. From heart-wrenching lows, like multiple arrests and financial turmoil, to the uplifting moments of sobriety and newfound purpose, we cover it all. My mom's unwavering support and tough love are the backbone of this story, offering invaluable insights for both those struggling and their loved ones. Join us for an honest and raw conversation about how love, faith, and perseverance can turn life around.
 
00:29 Today's Special Guest: My Mom
02:04 Childhood Memories and Moving Around
03:49 Sports and Concussions: Growing Up Active
04:44 Family Dynamics and Challenges
10:43 Transition to Adolescence: Drinking and Social Changes
19:06 High School Years: Work, Sports, and Partying
32:24 Varsity Football Beginnings
32:56 College Application Struggles
33:31 Anxiety and Mental Health Challenges
34:55 Kent State Opportunity
38:26 College Life and Partying
43:02 Father's Legal Troubles
46:45 Post-College Life and Arrests
48:11 Florida and Escalating Partying
50:19 Career Growth Amidst Chaos
57:25 Atlanta and the Turning Point
01:04:30 The Decision to Get Sober
01:08:56 A Wake-Up Call: The Turning Point
01:09:53 Embracing Change: Therapy and Self-Improvement
01:11:35 Commitment to Sobriety: A New Beginning
01:12:06 A Mother's Perspective: Skepticism to Belief
01:13:28 The Big Move: A Fresh Start in Austin
01:17:37 Overcoming Adversity: Health and Career Challenges
01:18:42 Family and Faith: The Ironman Event
01:28:09 The Impact of Loss: Dealing with a Parent's Death
01:36:27 Sharing the Story: Breaking the Silence
01:39:23 Reflections and Gratitude: A Mother's Support
 
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In this episode of The Ain't Dead Yet podcast, I reflect into the recent assassination of Charlie Kirk and the broader societal implications. The discussion addresses media narratives, political polarization, and the personal tragedies that have resulted from such events. Additionally, the episode covers personal actions taken towards positive community impact and explores the role of government and systemic failures in perpetuating division and violence.
 
01:50 Reflecting on the Charlie Kirk Assassination
02:32 Neutrality and Political Stance
07:07 The Importance of Service and Neutrality
17:07 Addressing the Political System's Flaws
21:12 Taking Action and Making a Difference
27:40 Taking Responsibility and Making a Difference
28:20 Hypocrisy and Personal Accountability
29:22 The Illusion of Social Media
30:37 Questioning the Narrative
32:51 The Gun Debate and Second Amendment
35:30 The Reality of Violence and Society's Response
38:52 Government and Pharmaceutical Corruption
43:46 Political Division and Moral Integrity
45:50 The Importance of Standing by Your Beliefs
 
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In this special episode of The Ain’t Dead Yet Podcast, I sat down with Brett from The Meat Mafia. Together, we dive into the transformative power of faith, discipline, and relentless self-improvement. From grueling Ironmans and ultra-marathons to the quiet battles fought in difficult seasons, we share how challenge and sacrifice can become catalysts for growth. Drawing wisdom from personal experiences and figures like Nick Bare and David Goggins, we explore what it truly means to serve others and live with purpose.
 
01:31 Reflecting on Personal Transformations
04:24 The Power of Faith and Sobriety
10:12 The Importance of Daily Decisions
12:45 Balancing Relationships and Personal Growth
19:44 The Role of a Supportive Partner
33:55 Trusting God's Plan
39:33 Realizing Who Truly Cares
40:06 Selective Process of Relationships
42:23 The Importance of Self-Investment
43:46 Jesus's Model and Its Impact
45:20 The Parable of the Talents
46:56 Endurance Sports and Personal Growth
49:37 The Mental and Emotional Toll of Ultra Marathons
51:18 Transition to Weightlifting and Nutrition
51:54 The Power of Discipline and Consistency
01:05:51 Competing with Yourself
01:15:32 Acknowledging Imperfections and Growth
01:16:03 Pursuing New Challenges
01:16:45 Finding Limits and Pushing Boundaries
01:18:30 The Importance of Effort and Hustle
01:19:38 Vulnerability and Brotherhood
01:23:17 Balancing Personal and Professional Life
01:31:52 The Power of Sacrifice and Faith
01:35:43 Continuous Growth and Setting Goals
01:39:52 Reflecting on Achievements and Future Plans
 
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In this episode of The Ain’t Dead Yet podcast, I dive into my own fitness journey. I share what it really took: the long nights, the early mornings, the setbacks, and the small wins that built up over time. These days, my focus has shifted more toward weightlifting and building sustainable, long-term health. If you're working toward your own transformation or just curious what it’s like to push past your breaking point and keep going this one’s for you.00:00 Introduction and Sponsors
01:04 Fitness FAQs and Personal Journey
01:55 Ironman Experience
06:47 Transition to Ultra Marathons
12:04 Lessons from Endurance Training
16:36 Return to Weightlifting
21:50 Final Thoughts on Fitness and Commitment
29:34 Conclusion
 
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In this episode of The Ain't Dead Yet podcast, the I delves into the journey of sobriety, offering a comprehensive roadmap for those looking to get sober. I share personal experiences about getting sober, emphasizing the importance of readiness and willingness to commit to sobriety. Key strategies include attending AA meetings, engaging in physical fitness, seeking therapy, and carefully curating one's community. The episode serves as both inspiration and a practical guide for anyone contemplating sobriety or struggling with addiction.
 
00:00 Introduction and Sponsors
01:04 Introduction to Sobriety Discussion
03:34 The Importance of Willingness
09:42 Detox and Initial Steps
12:41 The Role of AA in Sobriety
16:37 Ego and Accountability
17:47 Commitment to Meetings
19:35 Facing the Highs and Lows
28:41 Facing Yourself and Resentment
30:10 The Power of Service
31:32 Physical Fitness and Sobriety
33:17 Mental and Emotional Growth
34:50 The Importance of Community
41:49 Avoiding Romantic Relationships Early in Sobriety
44:46 Making the Right Decisions
47:39 Conclusion
 
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In this solo episode of The Ain't Dead Yet podcast, I dive deep into the aftermath of the 4th of July floods in Kerrville, Texas. I reflects on the government’s response, the invaluable contributions of local volunteers, and the lessons learned through personal and communal experiences. Key topics include the importance of preparation, the role of masculinity, and the impact of community efforts in disaster recovery.
 
00:00 Introduction & Sponsors
01:04 Reflecting on the Kerrville Floods
01:34 Processing Emotions and Lessons Learned
03:22 Government Response and Accountability
10:18 The Role of Volunteers and Community
20:29 Masculinity and Usefulness in Modern Society
23:40 Introduction to Noble Protein
24:15 Geographical Influence on Masculinity
26:13 The Role of Fatherhood
27:38 Impact of Technology and Social Media
32:52 Physical Fitness and Preparedness
34:36 Lessons from Experience
39:57 Faith and Spiritual Experience
42:45 Conclusion
 
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Welcome to the new episode of the Ain’t Dead Yet Podcast. This is Part Two of The Kerr County Flood. Nolan and I share our reflections from the front lines of the flood relief efforts along the Guadalupe River. We dive into the power of community, the personal transformations we experienced, and the undeniable presence of God throughout the journey. This episode is a testament to the impact of selfless service, the resilience of the human spirit, and the deep lessons learned when we step outside ourselves to serve others.
 
00:00 Introduction and Sponsors
01:04 Discussing the July 4th Floods
02:03 Navigating Emotional Turmoil
03:55 The Power of Donations and Social Media
05:14 Critique of Nonprofits and Personal Giving Philosophy
13:33 Reflections on Sobriety and Selfless Giving
25:00 Challenges and Realities of Disaster Relief
37:03 Experiences and Grit in Austin
37:50 Community Response and Resilience
39:16 Lessons from My Father
40:18 The Importance of Skills and Values
42:06 Reflections on Parental Influence
46:39 Helping Families in Need
47:59 The Role of Faith and Generosity
49:30 The Power of Community Donations
51:36 Personal Stories of Impact
52:56 The True Meaning of Charity
01:14:02 The Value of Impact Over Money
01:15:10 Answering the Call: A Life-Changing Experience
01:18:31 Finding Purpose and Fulfillment
01:21:57 The Power of Self-Sacrifice
01:25:27 Emotional and Spiritual Transformation
01:28:14 Reflecting on Personal Growth
01:41:58 The Role of Faith and Divine Timing
01:52:38 Conclusion
 
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